My Truth Begins Here

I had my spiritual awakening a few years ago but only pretty recently realized I am autistic. I’ve been misunderstood my whole life. I was seen as shy, sensitive, quiet. I mostly internalized all my struggles, and no one knew. I am self-diagnosed with ADHD & Autism and that IS valid, don’t even try to tell me it’s not. One thing I know well is myself. I’ve long suspected ADHD but never thought about autism, not truly understanding what it is at all. When I started to learn what Autism is my mind was blown. It explains all my struggles in life. I always felt like an alien born on the wrong planet. I’ve gone nearly 40 years thinking I am defective when maybe the truth is that the way my brain works is by divine design.

Our souls came into this life with certain goals to achieve. I chose this form and this brain because I needed the sensitivity and the ability to take in and think about a lot of information at once and put all the pieces together. I think there is a definite connection between the seeming rise in neurodivergence and spiritual awakenings. Here’s a thought I just had: what if this big push in the world right now from the religious extremists is their last stand against the awakening that is occurring? Lower vibrational souls are good at doing whatever it takes to get power, but they are not too bright in general. You never win in the end by leading with fear. You can conquer for a short time by dividing people, but we will always come back together. Sometimes hateful people think they are winning because they are louder, but the last laugh will be ours.

I am hopeful for a better future since more people are taking mental health seriously, becoming more self-aware and opening their minds. Question everything-that’s my motto-and it seems more and more people are questioning what they are being taught and questioning social norms. Our capitalistic society is not how humans are meant to live, and we are all becoming weary of it. Why have we lived so long in a way that is no good for us? Well, certain people want control of everything of course but I’m sick of that, aren’t you? Free your mind and sow seeds of awakening in others so we can change our society into something more fair and truly free.